Dazzled by the dream of life

Around they say:
Get a man,
Get a sir,
Get a night of one sky.
I myself ain’t light,
Neither star nor moon.
Mostly a moth,
Dazzled by the dream of life.
Unbeloved to anyone.
Still my own house.
Composing a song I’ll sing alone.
I can’t help it.
I can’t get charmed by promises of relieved pain.
My word is mine and mine alone.
Are you coming to rescue me?
Forget it.
I saved myself to become beloved to no one.

